severence

John N. Mitchell - "The finest steel has to go through the hottest fire.

if-Rudyard Kipling

I have mosquito bites all over my left arm...
this isn't random at al its casual colloqu... but not random...
i'm still a die-hard salinger fan and am happy to learn that flatuates is a word for 'farts'...hmm

Dawning is an age an era an epoch
a feathered bird shooting thru the skies
in eminent and caustic glory
rise and fear

haven't been doing anything much , I had a fight with some guy yesterday, we weren't really friends anymore, anyhow, 'but you know me, well maybe you don't.
Well... I have habit of beibg in denial when it comes to letting go.. I whine I annoy I poke and badger 'why don't we talk' anymore?' "why are u being mean to me?' etc etc and get what's coming
comeuppance(pence?) karma retribution I don't know.

well I'm never speaking to him again.
' removed him from my facebook list
and feel like a real dumb ass for clinging so long
I mean we were'friends' not in a 'relationship'
friends don't break-up

'friends' part
on civil terms


that dictum's a fluke
wake-up call finally answered

but i guess i should've taken it in, understood when he started teasing me abt dating this was obviously going to be ephemeral .
so great
slow-learner
toading to the finish line
musing upon tomorrow's lie