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Mark Twain: “Truth is stranger than fiction, but it is only because Fiction is obliged to stick to possibilities; Truth isn't.” “If u tell the truth, u don’t have to remember anything”
re-member dis-member, ah
gather the facts, oh
You do if you tell the truth about things other people lie about.
Emily Taylor (Rooney Mara) Side effects: “Girls learn to fake things at a very early age - probably around the same time that boys are learning to lie.”
Nadia Shireen Siddiqi: Ah so faking things is different from lying, I thought she said “take shit” as opposed to faking things. I think “take shit” makes more sense in that context.
So do you lie or fake things or both?
Bob Saget: I’m an actor.
Nadia: Ich Sehen.
Beautiful trauma
Pink as the most incredible Virginia Woolf.
BS: But ur boggled by it
NS: What does Social media hell mean?
BS: R U going to obsess over this?
NS: I already am. . . I think obese ppl just hate me for no reason, they think my calling them pretty or beautiful is an insult or something, like a backhanded compliment.
She came and went and so did another one. But not the one I suspected would go with her. Maybe I should dump some.
BS: J.A is a Sagittarius ♐️
NS: But definitely does not have a slender making Taurus Decan Capricorn ascendant or bird bone Gemini moon. Will u keep making me look like an ass or r u planning to get honest at some point?
BS: Watching u suffer is too much fun
U called me delusional for calling u my wife
NS: Yeah. I didn’t know what a nikkah is.
BS: U did ask her to kindly F off ur friends’ list if she’s going to troll u with esoteric comments.
NS: She imagined I said things about her family, I don’t even know her family or her for that matter.
I had told her prior to accepting her friend request that I didn’t feel comfortable about it.
She went why
And I ... I was raped, I’m stuck in a MZTN sealed with a ridiculous yet credible death threat. I have to pretend truth is a lie. U sir, have made it so easy to gaslight me.
I want ppl to jump up & down with.
B: well I say, good riddance. You don’t need ppl who don’t respect ur boundaries, write “social media hell” without explaining themselves and imagine u know their family or them; in ur life.
N: The cousin who got me to watch Seinfeld & cry with George when I should have been picking up my copy of our contract just wished me HBD. I don’t wanna be 34, I want to be 26, and picking up my contract instead of wasting my time watching Seinfeld reruns and annoyed by that idiot. . . 15 million a month in Japanese taxfree fullhouse royalties never to uh... “A treasure just to look upon it, all the riches in the night”
Bob: Do u want to jump up and down or don’t you?
Nadia: I don’t know, I’m bleeding and u owe me babies.
I had an apple, a banana, 2 koftas; daal.
And I need to see doctor will she she will; be in Cali.
Bob: I was fat
Nadia: I know and lanky and muscular with six pack abs.
I don’t know what body type you are now, but you always have been and will be big and tall.
Annoying cousin is mostly fat and dark but full of himself, posting heavily edited photos to feed his narcissism. Conceited rude obnoxious nagging men and women never get that their meanness is not making them desirable. I don’t want to objectified or desired, I just wanna jump.
Bob: Hop to it then?
Nadia: I fell for ur shy sensitive humility, ur kindness; I mean you saved my life with ur “That’s okay” on loop, serenity prayer, serenading thumbelina, small wonder, savage garden, Elton John, don’t dream it’s over, covers cover songs .,, you made me sing in your ear; the hours they changed me, and made me think “so what? I guess I’ll keep going” And there’s the pot of the gold at the end of the rainbow, the 15 mill a month in Japanese taxfree fullhouse royalties that u owe me every month since July 21st 2012. Have u met Naila? Have u met Irshad Manji?
B: We had a third party, an Ivy educated US attorney.seeing over the thing. The Mazel Tov Nikah has happened. it happened in the ramble near the boathouse on July 21st 2012 in Central Park, and we had witnesses who reported a secret wedding on the Internet.
N: You are killing me with this.
B: On the contrary, my dear Watson; I am keeping u alive.
N: I want ... I want... I want
U and only u to sire my sons in the future
If u were telling the truth. I want you to tell the truth.
B: Make me Wonder Woman, I dare you
N: The song “I held you by the heart, you tied me in a string; now I’m dangling dangle ling ling ling”, I named it lasso. Huh? Funny.
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Happy Birthday 🥳 to me
http://cii.gov.pk/publications/h.report.pdf revised in 2006 as Women’s protection bill still anti-women.
DNA evidence makes dependants/co-residents easier to frame. DNA evidence is very easy to plant.
https://edition.cnn.com/2018/06/25/health/india-dangerous-country-women-survey-intl/index.html
India is the most dangerous because even though laws are in place, like in Pakistan rich people are above the law and the rest of us aredeprived of justice.
Pakistan is the 6th most dangerous country for women (Also the 6th most populated country in the world, so I’m guessing that plays a part in this), and the US is number 10; the UK isn’t in the top ten.
https://www.pakistantoday.com.pk/2019/10/11/man-gets-8-year-in-prison-for-uploading-compromising-photos-of-ex-fiancee/
Citation: “The accused called her to his home and sexually assaulted her during that, he also captured compromising photos of her.”
It’s nonsensical because by Pakistan’s absurd misogynist laws the woman was at fault for allowing her fiancé not husband to take compromising photos of her in the first place, without a nikkah he was a namehram, don’t get me wrong I’m glad justice was served but would be nice to see the law revised to make some semblance of sense too.
Citation:
“Think Rachel is extremely unfair to Amy. And should not have interfered when Amy was getting married.
And she was really immature and selfish when she ran out on her cheating groom to be in her wedding dress and just turned up at Monica’s Manhattan apartment & then the coffee shop without any prior warning.
And there was no indication that Monica who she didn’t even invite to her wedding would even take her in as Charitably as Mon did.
Amy is a beautiful, smart person, who is practical, social, weirdly always in a relationship with a kind of sugar daddy... it might have been good for her to settle down with the old man, the only man she agreed to marry, who wasn’t already married to someone else. But instead she’s stuck being flitted about, wasted, in relationships that definitely won’t last.
Her screenplay idea was uptown girls.
Rachel’s just lucky Ross and Monica were there to take care of her.
Amy mostly takes care of herself.
Rachel is never supportive, always shoots down Amy’s ideas and puts her down and it’s obvious Amy’s the younger, prettier, more attractive and gifted sister. The other one was spoilt, Amy’s bitter for good reason.
Rachel is nothing but mean to her and it is because she is jealous.
And what is so wrong with aspiring to be Erin Brockovich.
Joey rides on Chandler’s coattails
Rachel on the Gellars’
Monica on her Grandmother’s
She magically became a restaurant chef after writing a very detailed bad review even though she has no formal cooking training.
Maybe I can do that with the perfect crispy turmeric parhata
Rachel should not have interfered.
No Rachel just randomly turned up at Monica’s after she didn’t even invite Monica to her wedding. And she ran out on her wedding because was making out with her friend.
Maybe Myron was Amy’s soulmate? That dialogue is so ageist controlling a stream roller over Amy’s boundaries. Who Amy marries, what she does with her life is her business, not Rachel’s, don’t think Amy ever approved of Ross so why does Rachel act like she gets to decide Myron isn’t Amy’s soulmate. That too without ever even meeting Myron.
Amy was worried about the age difference and Rachel, instead of giving Myron a chance, asking to meet him, figuring out whether the 2 of them are really good for each other. Rachel played to Amy’s commitment phobia or anxiety.
Richard + Monica were a pretty great pair.
And she should have married Myron for financial security, support and so on.
And who knows maybe Myron was Amy Greene’s soulmate?
We don’t even know him”
https://www.theguardian.com/world/2015/mar/08/fight-womens-rights-former-ussr-post-soviet-states
The reason why every other stripper, i.e sexy Eastern European woman is trying to get out of the former USSR by landing a rich pimp of a man, from a country where women have basic human rights.
Also why sex slaves(phone/internet/porn/strippers/prostitutes) usually have Russian names like Nadia or Sabina or Maria or very rarely Olga.
Bob Saget: And that’s your very very very late reaction to, “Really Nadia’s a muzzlin’ name? ‘Cos I didn’t know half the strippers, sorry Eastern European strippers on the planet were Moz limb”
N: I made a fair point, why would any children of mine, have the most Jewish names ever, I mean Joshua and Reuben? And in retrospect I’m pretty sure you’re going to have those children with your bleached silicone pumped 40 yr bigamy bimbo KR.
It’s my 34th birthday and I feel like the biggest schmuck ever. You and Sherri have my ID photocopies, my signatures, a pair of intact cheap glass bangles. Ugh.
I was a 26 yr old, suicidal gaslighted incestuous daddy rape survivor, the resident designated scapegoat to a family of narcissistic sociopaths and you, psychic you and your US attorney upper east side native ex-wife just like, took advantage. ..
BS: Hey that’s not fair. Now ur a 34 yr old all of those things....
I gave you my Rolex, my Cali issued driver’s license or a copy of it with my SSN and my birth time 20:02 the palindrome, which you publicly shared on the internet via astrotheme, ms. “Email from family”, recited a Hebrew wedding prayer while we stomped on glass, let you convert me;
NS: U lie for a living, you both do, and you predicted that I would lose everything you gave me. You knew what my sisters would do. You knew I would lose your “insured” Rolex, your whatever, u knew.
And there’s the Othello syndrome hovering over my head WTH?
BS: I saved your life.
NS: I admit that you are the reason I breathe, but.... You gave every other abusive predator psychopath an excuse to gaslight, harass me, and trample all over whatever modicum of rights I can ever boast of having.
BS: What did she type?
NS: “Social media hell”
BS: that offended u
NS: It confused me.
I just don’t like being here.
BS: Where?
NS: Where u’ve left me. Merlin’s mirror or whatever. I need other people in their teens, 20s and 30s. I need scleroderma diagnosed. I need u to tell the truth.
So she wrote back saying “ Your note is outrageous”and I can’t believe that comment made u angry
BS: But ur boggled by it
NS: What does Social media hell mean?
BS: R U going to obsess over this?
NS: I already am. . . I think obese ppl just hate me for no reason, they think my calling them pretty or beautiful is an insult or something, like a backhanded compliment.
She came and went and so did another one. But not the one I suspected would go with her. Maybe I should dump some.
BS: J.A is a Sagittarius ♐️
NS: But definitely does not have a bony Capricorn ascendant or bird bone Gemini moon. Will u keep making me look like an ass or r u planning to go honest at some point?
BS: Watching u suffer is too much fun
U called me delusional for calling u my wife
NS: Yeah.
BS: U did ask her to kindly F off ur friends’ list if she’s going to troll stupid comments.
NS: She imagined I said things about her family, I don’t even know her family or her for that matter.
https://www.researchgate.net/profile/Jill_Alexandria
MFA and I don’t value art degrees, she seems alright in this but then her resume has weird English errors or typos. She doesn’t look overweight here.
BS: Social media hell was the issue?
NS: I don’t get what she wants from me. I had told her prior to accepting her friend request that I don’t feel comfortable about it.
She went why
And I ... I was raped, I’m stuck in a MZTN sealed with a ridiculous yet credible death threat.
U sir have made it so easy to gaslight me.
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Bob Saget: That was harsh.
Nadia:y’know what he did on my Manhattan morning of July 22nd 2012 when I finally got the correct wifi password off of Claudette’s French speaking Dell laptop?
Bob: Yes but go on.
Nadia: I told him I met u, with none of the details about the MZTN and conversion. I told him I met you and I need to send u an email, and I didn’t know where I saved ur email address something to the effect of B understrike (and you said understrike and not underscore) Faget at gmail dot com. Like with ur birth time u were like 20 Oh two the “palindrome” after calling me a mathematician, it was a memory exercise, using an usual word in a familiar context)that I wasn’t interested in chatting with him at the time.
Bob: He started putting me down, lauding John stupid Stamos; ignoring the fact that you asked him to leave u alone. Typical, (his mother wore a hijaab to stop the voices in her head, his hormonally imbalanced thumb sucking lactating sisters...) narcissistic handsy Gemini Male, who doesn’t respect the very cherished space/boundaries of a Venus, Pluto, south node, etc in Scorpio.
You signed out of all chat rooms, into your gmail to find 13 new emails in your inbox sent in real time from this creep, because that’s what predators do to a person, bearing the indelible mark of surviving abuse, who has explicitly asked them to not badger her.
Nadia Shireen Siddiqi: Jill’s a pred too, irate that her stupid complexes around being obese don’t impress me,
resorts to gaslighting & bullying
As per the standard cyclical wheedle-neg response I get from ppl
Who I don’t want back
BS: ‘Cos it all begins where it ends-all magic friends.
NS: “Hello you fool, I love you”
Where would my Destructuve Aries sun, delusional Pisces moon (no attention span, lies, falls in love after every 5 seconds) with greedy lusty sensuous Venus in Taurus sister be, without her boyfriends?
If Jesse, Adrian, John, gay Fahad, Cash Kashif et al didn’t pick her up, look after her, help her;
Where would she be?
Same with Rachel, where would Rachel be without Monica & Ross giving her a roof over her head, a job etc.
they do not sexually harass her, which is what for me, is misconstrued as helping, by jealous bystanders who hate me. I have to deal with unwanted grinning/looking/touching etc + then on top of that it’s my fault. It was S.I’s job 2 teach me.
FYI I’ve never had a BF, the closest thing I’ve had to a boyfriend is A.I. who will turn 34 on Jan 19th, he was sweet, kind enough to ward other horny interested parties off, which is why I liked him back, I’m a woman with a Gemini moon + Venus in Scorpio, I love logically, exclusively/rarely and forever, there are 2 men I have ever reciprocated love for.
BS: R U going to block MS again?
NS: I did
I hate being 34, I wanna go back in time, be 26, not miss your deadlines, pick up my copy of our signed notarised with ur Cali issued driver’s license + my British passport and other IDs; contract.
BS: You can’t do that,
Stephen Hawking is dead.
N: There u go again u quirky mad genius.
She did say the universe is looped finite when A Beautiful Mind came out, thwarted my movie based misconception.
John FN the movie character, almost completely amputated from his real self; was wrong. I, need there to be 7,9,11,13 or 4 comments on each post; I’m OCD that way.
Citation on Missy in Young Sheldon:
“Violent missy.
And she looks like young Sheldon.
I think Missy should have learned to tamp down on her violent tendencies, learned kindness, empathy and not to be a nihilistic Aries narcissistic sociopath who objectified a random boy then abused him. if she were a boy doing this to a girl this would, be construed as bullying sexual harassment. But she gets to be violent because she’s a pretty little girl, later in life she might get arrested for it, like Penny was or she’ll get away with it for being hot ;play victim sociopaths are great at compulsive lying.
I don’t think this is good parenting.
Maybe taekwando and self defense lessons, learn to never attack always defend, retaliate; girls especially pretty girls are often taught to be passive, sweet, and we lose the ability to defend ourselves, this girl however is over-compensating for her kind, pacifist, sweet, know it all brother.
Common among twins of different sexes or a brother+sister with at most an age diff of 2 years. The girl becomes a Tom boy; the boy a little girly.
I was boyish in the sense that as a child I was an athletic/academic alpha and learned to defend my brother as his big brother to the point where I couldn’t even defend myself against him. I would also yell at myself for crying, whenever I did. ‘Cos “boys can’t hit girls” and “boys don’t cry”. In this twisted close age opposite sexes dynamic: I was the boy & he was the girl. So I couldn’t cry or hit him back.
The way Missy “goes round and round” Sheldon’s pudendum is something I can never get. She is very very abusive. Pathologically so.”
Mrs.S gave me an essay written by Asna, to read. Her relationship with sexual development was quite opposite from mine. It started with, something to the effect of, “I have come to the age when boys are interested in me and I can use my (sexuality? Ample bosom? don’t remember the exact verbatim) to get what I want from them.“
Bob: So SHE was Erin Brock a witch
Nadia: I was Qubur always making an effort to reverse my anatomical sexual development; be a boy. She felt empowered & beautiful while I felt attenuated;gross.
But uh, same stimulus polar opp reactions
Deleted the 13 in a row nonsensical hello emails while more kept popping up, shook with nervousness, rehashing all the things u predicted about how I’ll be ur stalker, how you’ll marry a blonde actress closer to ur age, how I’ll lose all u gave me, ur Rolex is insured, Amena had already tossed ur DLC into the Vietnamese bar street b4 dawn, this creep was flooding my gmail with nonstop bunkum,I had qualms about reporting ppl as spam. I google u: u died in very familiar. Later defined as “Paul Walker” circumstance. Called Sherri’s office, got the machine I was stammering bumbled over what a “pound key” is, figured the hash tag & deleted my message of condolences 4 ur death?
Bob S: Death hoax.
N: there’s my cousin.
I’m typing back asking him 2stop writing 2 me & he sends a Seinfeld youtube clip/episode reel that can’t be viewed from Pak. I’m crying with George at Sally’s post funeral auction, 15 mill a month in Japanese taxfree fullhouse royalties gone.
can’t find ur email addy still, blurry streaming tears. Should goto the boathouse for brunch to cu + Sherri pick up my copy of our contract. Got the Internet wifi password at half past noon; now it’s 3:30 pm Sunday, brunch ends at 4 & ur dead. I could walk there. Can’t stop crying, hating that I have relatives who don’t respect my boundaries at all + impertinent non-relatives
You ran me through 8 yrs of predictions + psychic allusions to the past within 5 hours. By Sunday some premonitions had passed: Amena’s change of plans, Cali issued DL or copy gone, had saved ur email addy etc in a txt file titled Amena forgot about it. When I saved a jpeg crop of Amena from the photo I took of Amena & mummy at the standard hotel the txt + jpeg merged somehow. Cos they were both named Amena?
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Happy Birthday 🥳 to me
http://cii.gov.pk/publications/h.report.pdf revised in 2006 as Women’s protection bill still anti-women.
DNA evidence makes dependants/co-residents easier to frame. DNA evidence is very easy to plant.
https://edition.cnn.com/2018/06/25/health/india-dangerous-country-women-survey-intl/index.html
India is the most dangerous because even though laws are in place, like in Pakistan rich people are above the law and the rest of us aredeprived of justice.
Pakistan is the 6th most dangerous country for women (Also the 6th most populated country in the world, so I’m guessing that plays a part in this), and the US is number 10; the UK isn’t in the top ten.
https://www.pakistantoday.com.pk/2019/10/11/man-gets-8-year-in-prison-for-uploading-compromising-photos-of-ex-fiancee/
Citation: “The accused called her to his home and sexually assaulted her during that, he also captured compromising photos of her.”
It’s nonsensical because by Pakistan’s absurd misogynist laws the woman was at fault for allowing her fiancé not husband to take compromising photos of her in the first place, without a nikkah he was a namehram, don’t get me wrong I’m glad justice was served but would be nice to see the law revised to make some semblance of sense too.
Citation:
“Think Rachel is extremely unfair to Amy. And should not have interfered when Amy was getting married.
And she was really immature and selfish when she ran out on her cheating groom to be in her wedding dress and just turned up at Monica’s Manhattan apartment & then the coffee shop without any prior warning.
And there was no indication that Monica who she didn’t even invite to her wedding would even take her in as Charitably as Mon did.
Amy is a beautiful, smart person, who is practical, social, weirdly always in a relationship with a kind of sugar daddy... it might have been good for her to settle down with the old man, the only man she agreed to marry, who wasn’t already married to someone else. But instead she’s stuck being flitted about, wasted, in relationships that definitely won’t last.
Her screenplay idea was uptown girls.
Rachel’s just lucky Ross and Monica were there to take care of her.
Amy mostly takes care of herself.
Rachel is never supportive, always shoots down Amy’s ideas and puts her down and it’s obvious Amy’s the younger, prettier, more attractive and gifted sister. The other one was spoilt, Amy’s bitter for good reason.
Rachel is nothing but mean to her and it is because she is jealous.
And what is so wrong with aspiring to be Erin Brockovich.
Joey rides on Chandler’s coattails
Rachel on the Gellars’
Monica on her Grandmother’s
She magically became a restaurant chef after writing a very detailed bad review even though she has no formal cooking training.
Maybe I can do that with the perfect crispy turmeric parhata
Rachel should not have interfered.
No Rachel just randomly turned up at Monica’s after she didn’t even invite Monica to her wedding. And she ran out on her wedding because was making out with her friend.
Maybe Myron was Amy’s soulmate? That dialogue is so ageist controlling a stream roller over Amy’s boundaries. Who Amy marries, what she does with her life is her business, not Rachel’s, don’t think Amy ever approved of Ross so why does Rachel act like she gets to decide Myron isn’t Amy’s soulmate. That too without ever even meeting Myron.
Amy was worried about the age difference and Rachel, instead of giving Myron a chance, asking to meet him, figuring out whether the 2 of them are really good for each other. Rachel played to Amy’s commitment phobia or anxiety.
Richard + Monica were a pretty great pair.
And she should have married Myron for financial security, support and so on.
And who knows maybe Myron was Amy Greene’s soulmate?
We don’t even know him”
https://www.theguardian.com/world/2015/mar/08/fight-womens-rights-former-ussr-post-soviet-states
The reason why every other stripper, i.e sexy Eastern European woman is trying to get out of the former USSR by landing a rich pimp of a man, from a country where women have basic human rights.
Also why sex slaves(phone/internet/porn/strippers/prostitutes) usually have Russian names like Nadia or Sabina or Maria or very rarely Olga.
Bob Saget: And that’s your very very very late reaction to, “Really Nadia’s a muzzlin’ name? ‘Cos I didn’t know half the strippers, sorry Eastern European strippers on the planet were Moz limb”
N: I made a fair point, why would any children of mine, have the most Jewish names ever, I mean Joshua and Reuben? And in retrospect I’m pretty sure you’re going to have those children with your bleached silicone pumped 40 yr bigamy bimbo KR.
It’s my 34th birthday and I feel like the biggest schmuck ever. You and Sherri have my ID photocopies, my signatures, a pair of intact cheap glass bangles. Ugh.
I was a 26 yr old, suicidal gaslighted incestuous daddy rape survivor, the resident designated scapegoat to a family of narcissistic sociopaths and you, psychic you and your US attorney upper east side native ex-wife just like, took advantage. ..
BS: Hey that’s not fair. Now ur a 34 yr old all of those things....
I gave you my Rolex, my Cali issued driver’s license or a copy of it with my SSN and my birth time 20:02 the palindrome, which you publicly shared on the internet via astrotheme, ms. “Email from family”, recited a Hebrew wedding prayer while we stomped on glass, let you convert me;
NS: U lie for a living, you both do, and you predicted that I would lose everything you gave me. You knew what my sisters would do. You knew I would lose your “insured” Rolex, your whatever, u knew.
And there’s the Othello syndrome hovering over my head WTH?
BS: I saved your life.
NS: I admit that you are the reason I breathe, but.... You gave every other abusive predator psychopath an excuse to gaslight, harass me, and trample all over whatever modicum of rights I can ever boast of having.
BS: What did she type?
NS: “Social media hell”
BS: that offended u
NS: It confused me.
I just don’t like being here.
BS: Where?
NS: Where u’ve left me. Merlin’s mirror or whatever. I need other people in their teens, 20s and 30s. I need scleroderma diagnosed. I need u to tell the truth.
So she wrote back saying “ Your note is outrageous”and I can’t believe that comment made u angry
BS: But ur boggled by it
NS: What does Social media hell mean?
BS: R U going to obsess over this?
NS: I already am. . . I think obese ppl just hate me for no reason, they think my calling them pretty or beautiful is an insult or something, like a backhanded compliment.
She came and went and so did another one. But not the one I suspected would go with her. Maybe I should dump some.
BS: J.A is a Sagittarius ♐️
NS: But definitely does not have a bony Capricorn ascendant or bird bone Gemini moon. Will u keep making me look like an ass or r u planning to go honest at some point?
BS: Watching u suffer is too much fun
U called me delusional for calling u my wife
NS: Yeah.
BS: U did ask her to kindly F off ur friends’ list if she’s going to troll stupid comments.
NS: She imagined I said things about her family, I don’t even know her family or her for that matter.
https://www.researchgate.net/profile/Jill_Alexandria
MFA and I don’t value art degrees, she seems alright in this but then her resume has weird English errors or typos. She doesn’t look overweight here.
BS: Social media hell was the issue?
NS: I don’t get what she wants from me. I had told her prior to accepting her friend request that I don’t feel comfortable about it.
She went why
And I ... I was raped, I’m stuck in a MZTN sealed with a ridiculous yet credible death threat.
U sir have made it so easy to gaslight me.
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Bob Saget: That was harsh.
Nadia:y’know what he did on my Manhattan morning of July 22nd 2012 when I finally got the correct wifi password off of Claudette’s French speaking Dell laptop?
Bob: Yes but go on.
Nadia: I told him I met u, with none of the details about the MZTN and conversion. I told him I met you and I need to send u an email, and I didn’t know where I saved ur email address something to the effect of B understrike (and you said understrike and not underscore) Faget at gmail dot com. Like with ur birth time u were like 20 Oh two the “palindrome” after calling me a mathematician, it was a memory exercise, using an usual word in a familiar context)that I wasn’t interested in chatting with him at the time.
Bob: He started putting me down, lauding John stupid Stamos; ignoring the fact that you asked him to leave u alone. Typical, (his mother wore a hijaab to stop the voices in her head, his hormonally imbalanced thumb sucking lactating sisters...) narcissistic handsy Gemini Male, who doesn’t respect the very cherished space/boundaries of a Venus, Pluto, south node, etc in Scorpio.
You signed out of all chat rooms, into your gmail to find 13 new emails in your inbox sent in real time from this creep, because that’s what predators do to a person, bearing the indelible mark of surviving abuse, who has explicitly asked them to not badger her.
Nadia Shireen Siddiqi: Jill’s a pred too, irate that her stupid complexes around being obese don’t impress me,
resorts to gaslighting & bullying
As per the standard cyclical wheedle-neg response I get from ppl
Who I don’t want back
BS: ‘Cos it all begins where it ends-all magic friends.
NS: “Hello you fool, I love you”
Where would my Destructuve Aries sun, delusional Pisces moon (no attention span, lies, falls in love after every 5 seconds) with greedy lusty sensuous Venus in Taurus sister be, without her boyfriends?
If Jesse, Adrian, John, gay Fahad, Cash Kashif et al didn’t pick her up, look after her, help her;
Where would she be?
Same with Rachel, where would Rachel be without Monica & Ross giving her a roof over her head, a job etc.
they do not sexually harass her, which is what for me, is misconstrued as helping, by jealous bystanders who hate me. I have to deal with unwanted grinning/looking/touching etc + then on top of that it’s my fault. It was S.I’s job 2 teach me.
FYI I’ve never had a BF, the closest thing I’ve had to a boyfriend is A.I. who will turn 34 on Jan 19th, he was sweet, kind enough to ward other horny interested parties off, which is why I liked him back, I’m a woman with a Gemini moon + Venus in Scorpio, I love logically, exclusively/rarely and forever, there are 2 men I have ever reciprocated love for.
BS: R U going to block MS again?
NS: I did
I hate being 34, I wanna go back in time, be 26, not miss your deadlines, pick up my copy of our signed notarised with ur Cali issued driver’s license + my British passport and other IDs; contract.
BS: You can’t do that,
Stephen Hawking is dead.
N: There u go again u quirky mad genius.
She did say the universe is looped finite when A Beautiful Mind came out, thwarted my movie based misconception.
John FN the movie character, almost completely amputated from his real self; was wrong. I, need there to be 7,9,11,13 or 4 comments on each post; I’m OCD that way.
Citation on Missy in Young Sheldon:
“Violent missy.
And she looks like young Sheldon.
I think Missy should have learned to tamp down on her violent tendencies, learned kindness, empathy and not to be a nihilistic Aries narcissistic sociopath who objectified a random boy then abused him. if she were a boy doing this to a girl this would, be construed as bullying sexual harassment. But she gets to be violent because she’s a pretty little girl, later in life she might get arrested for it, like Penny was or she’ll get away with it for being hot ;play victim sociopaths are great at compulsive lying.
I don’t think this is good parenting.
Maybe taekwando and self defense lessons, learn to never attack always defend, retaliate; girls especially pretty girls are often taught to be passive, sweet, and we lose the ability to defend ourselves, this girl however is over-compensating for her kind, pacifist, sweet, know it all brother.
Common among twins of different sexes or a brother+sister with at most an age diff of 2 years. The girl becomes a Tom boy; the boy a little girly.
I was boyish in the sense that as a child I was an athletic/academic alpha and learned to defend my brother as his big brother to the point where I couldn’t even defend myself against him. I would also yell at myself for crying, whenever I did. ‘Cos “boys can’t hit girls” and “boys don’t cry”. In this twisted close age opposite sexes dynamic: I was the boy & he was the girl. So I couldn’t cry or hit him back.
The way Missy “goes round and round” Sheldon’s pudendum is something I can never get. She is very very abusive. Pathologically so.”
Mrs.S gave me an essay written by Asna, to read. Her relationship with sexual development was quite opposite from mine. It started with, something to the effect of, “I have come to the age when boys are interested in me and I can use my (sexuality? Ample bosom? don’t remember the exact verbatim) to get what I want from them.“
Bob: So SHE was Erin Brock a witch
Nadia: I was Qubur always making an effort to reverse my anatomical sexual development; be a boy. She felt empowered & beautiful while I felt attenuated;gross.
But uh, same stimulus polar opp reactions
Deleted the 13 in a row nonsensical hello emails while more kept popping up, shook with nervousness, rehashing all the things u predicted about how I’ll be ur stalker, how you’ll marry a blonde actress closer to ur age, how I’ll lose all u gave me, ur Rolex is insured, Amena had already tossed ur DLC into the Vietnamese bar street b4 dawn, this creep was flooding my gmail with nonstop bunkum,I had qualms about reporting ppl as spam. I google u: u died in very familiar. Later defined as “Paul Walker” circumstance. Called Sherri’s office, got the machine I was stammering bumbled over what a “pound key” is, figured the hash tag & deleted my message of condolences 4 ur death?
Bob S: Death hoax.
N: there’s my cousin.
I’m typing back asking him 2stop writing 2 me & he sends a Seinfeld youtube clip/episode reel that can’t be viewed from Pak. I’m crying with George at Sally’s post funeral auction, 15 mill a month in Japanese taxfree fullhouse royalties gone.
can’t find ur email addy still, blurry streaming tears. Should goto the boathouse for brunch to cu + Sherri pick up my copy of our contract. Got the Internet wifi password at half past noon; now it’s 3:30 pm Sunday, brunch ends at 4 & ur dead. I could walk there. Can’t stop crying, hating that I have relatives who don’t respect my boundaries at all + impertinent non-relatives
You ran me through 8 yrs of predictions + psychic allusions to the past within 5 hours. By Sunday some premonitions had passed: Amena’s change of plans, Cali issued DL or copy gone, had saved ur email addy etc in a txt file titled Amena forgot about it. When I saved a jpeg crop of Amena from the photo I took of Amena & mummy at the standard hotel the txt + jpeg merged somehow. Cos they were both named Amena?
